Where the hell have i been?posted Mar 26th 2006, 12:41PM
Mood: Apologetic
Music: All American Rejects - My Paper Heart
Dear god where have I been? To be honest, i've been a lazy little thing and completely ignored this for ages. So why haven't I been making anything artwise recently? Because of my new computer. It's great, Windows XP, New headphones, DVD Player, but wait! Something this good must have a flaw right? Oh boy does it! The graphics card is pathetic! Anything i draw on this computer comes out as a squiggle, meaning in laments terms, I can't draw straight > Add that to the fact that i've been without cartoons for about a year now and you can understand why my creative juices aren't being used. Another thing i've had to do aswell, the school musical. I got to play a fairy. It was fun, it was cool, it was exciting, it took up half my week! But rejoice! It's over, so now I have some spare time. So what do I have to do? I have decided exactly what i'm going to do. First things first, pester my dad for a new graphics card. I need one goddamnit! Second thing, find out if I can get my cartoons channels back, if my dad had been paying attention, he'd notice that i've actually been getting worse as far as school works concerned. I NEED cartoons, I need them to de-stress, otherwise I slowly degenerate into a stressed out little bitch, and let me tell you, you won't like me when i'm angry D:< Still I suppose it has had its perks. Apparently i'm being more assertive in class, in other words i'm not taking any crap. Well hate to break it to you people, but thats not me being more confident, thats me being stressed, annoyed and overall not a very happy bunny. PLEASE FOR GODS SAKES GET OFF MY BACK ABOUT HANDWRITING!!! Sorry I just needed to get that off my chest. Every year the teachers complain about it, every year I tell them the same thing "It's not going to work" and you know why it's not going to work? Because YOU TEACHERS ALWAYS FRIGGIN RUSH ME!!! If I slow down to be neat you yell at me for being slow, if I speed up, OF COURSE MY HANDWRITINGS GOING TO BAD, I'M BEING RUSHED!!! WHOO...Okay then, now that i've de-stressed a little, i'm going to end this entry. Much thanks for those who actually read this stuff, you people are great